I need a needy Dazai, yearning for Chuuya's touch, who falls in love first and very intensely. From Dazai humiliating himself for Chuuya's attention to jealousy of the social butterfly that is Chuuya. I need a miserable Dazai pining and needing for Chuuya. 😩😩 (Obviously Chuuya spoils him whenever he can, doing his bidding and pleasing Dazai's whims.)