for tropes/aus: i'm always in awe of people who can write heavy stuff well, and when i say heavy i mean stuff from grief/mourning to actual violence and stuff. i really like consuming media/fics that are filled with both of these topics but i just can't pull it off myself, unfortunately...

also: vampires, angels, shapeshifters, etc. supernatural stuff. love reading about it, suck at writing it

for ships: tbh everything outside of wjsn makes me a bit nervous to write about. it's not even "i can't write about it" it's mostly i'm terrified of getting their dynamics wrong... yk?