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anony · 4mo
It's crazy you get self-conscious about your writing because I honestly think is one of the best I have read
that is so crazy wow. thank you so much?? i feel like i repeat myself a lot when replying to compliments but genuinely this is very motivating and reassuring. even if it doesn't keep me from deleting fics lmao it helps me writing and posting them in the first place soooo. im kissing u about it thank u for stopping by to be kind to me
anony · 4mo
hi!! i just wanted to chime in as another fan of your jeongbin yuri to say that i love that fic so much! it was soo evocative and well written. you're such an amazing writer and that one and give for the knife are my two favourite fics in the jeongbin tag. ofc i totally get it if you want to delete, its 100% the author's choice but in your last ask you said "i thought nobody cared much abt that story" and that made me want to msg bc it just isn't true. anyways thats all i really hope you're having a good one today <3
this is lovely i feel awful lmao. i know you (+the other anons) aren't trying to make me feel bad and i don't actually feel bad but i kinda regret deleting it akxjanxns being an ao3 reader myself ofc i know how much it suckssss when u wanna reread something and goes there to find out it's gone. even if it's not a fav fic or any superlative like that, just something u feel like coming back to. anyway SORRY and THANK YOU. i'm glad to know these works are appreciated, this is sooo meaningful to me i promise!!! i hope you're also having a good one today. <3
anony · 4mo
i was looking through my bookmarks and saw the wb/sc/cy fic was deleted, so i just want to say i loooooove that story and the way every character was written!!! and i'll always cherish them, i'm happy i read it many times so now i can imagine some scenes!! the way you write those words in english is crazyyy (in the most mindblowing way possible)...amo esses queridos amadinhos sempre, namoradinhos que se cuidam <3
i love that you can imagine the scenes well bc for me that work is a blur 😭 guess that's part of the reason why i wasn't so attached to it..... either way it means a lot to me that you were!!! i reread your comment right before i deleting it and it made me really happy again!!! also i'll write something better to make up for deleting it, i promise 😭
anony · 4mo
i went to try to find ur yuri jeongbin for a reread and i saw u deleted it:( idk why you did but i just wanted to let you know it was one of my favourite jeongbin fics! not trying to guilt you into reuploading it or anything i just wanted to let you know in case you didnt like it !! youre my favourite evnne author so everything you do is amazing to me!! u dont have to respond to this just wanted to compliment you :)
oh no i need to lie in a busy road rn..........im SO sorry 😭😭😭 it happens often that i get self-conscious abt my writing and that makes me very liberal with the delete button. i try to ignore it but ngl i thought nobody cared much abt that story. thank u for caring i LOVE you. can't believe im your favorite ibeun author. cries
anony · 5mo
ohh which lesbian author?
julia armfield!!! i posted an essay of hers (really good) here https://x.com/_sunslie/status/1821636587874349142?t=oV1WUaFtYvqoE92ypprOrQ&s=19
anony · 5mo
what are you most excited about recently?
great question. do i even know. i guess i'm excited to read this lesbian author i found recently bc she has 3 books and that's more than most contemporary authors i like. also this week i found out my work vacation is due november so i'm definitely excited about that. not many fandom stuff i'm excited abt recently tbh :///
anony · 6mo
since we're in an evnne yuri moment, could you imagine other pairings as well? and if so, how? i'm just really curious since i read your yuri jeongbin and u went for a toxic pseudo-relationship how you'd portray other pairings!
okay so just off the top of my head this is how i think i<<< would write a few pairings:
itaseo: another toxic relationship. ita would prob play yunseo i'm sorry. i'm not even talking fucks her for a while then realizes she has romantic feelings type of thing. i think they'd have messyyyy sex with heavy dom/sub dynamics and ita would try to get yunseo to accept being in an open sort of arrangement then get weirdly possessive when yunseo started fucking around with someone else bc ofc yunseo would tell. yunseo also love these small displays of jealousy and get stuck in this situationship for a while. no happy endings in sight unfortunately
buriz: errrr. i've never seen lesbians who can be just friends with benefits and stay that way, no strings attached (not saying it doesn't exist ofc), but if there WERE ! it could be these two. they're vers in every implication of the word. yunseo is fun and innocent and charming enough to make hanbin let her guard down and just have fun. hanbin in turn is the right amount of playful and direct to make yunseo understand they're not each other's romantic type and that there's nothing really serious there so she doesn't invest her heart in it
munyun: i would LOVE to age up yunseo (35~38) and make her a happy moisturized flourishing and trying sooooo hard to stay in her lane lesbian until carefree but definitely lost young adult munjung (23~26) comes into her life and kind of appears and disappears on whims. very romcom-ish relationship they figure it out without much drama
itabin: another pairing with an aged up character. ita who has had her fair share of ...interesting relationships with unstable younger girls finds yet another one with a disorganized/fearful-avoidant attachment style to lose some time with. they're fucking on the regular and hanbin oscillates wildly between wanting a monogamous relationship and like, moving out of the city to outrun her feelings. ita lets her be bc, like mentioned, she's been here before, she knows she can't change or pressure anyone into anything. karmic relationship idk how it ends or if it ever ends but they're always in each other's lives and it isn't always confusing
lijyun: lij is baby's first lesbian crush and they definitely make out when some time has passed that she's out and lij is less shy to admit she thinks yunseo is pretty. doesn't go anywhere
okay this is all i got got the moment. idk what to think about the other pairings i enjoy
anony · 6mo
i like some toxic yuri jeongbin lesbianism but also think a happy ending could be nice… toxic exes to lovers…
anony · 6mo
following your response, i can totally imagine yunseo as a sporty girl like the accidentally one of the boys! the kind of girl who ends up getting called lesbian by everyone without her having confirmed it or even implied it
not even a tomboyish girl AT ALL just sporty and sexy and loves hanging out w her boys yk
i saw the talks earlier about boy jys being a real hockey player and that'd be soooo fun!! accidentally one of the boys and my first thought was kgv and yse but what if it's actually ljh and mjh and they bring phb to hang out one day... oof. i also think she'd be very feminine skcjancn occasionally wearing a baggy sport team jersey. that's a nice image
anony · 6mo
any yuri evnne would be so beautiful… distinct lack of evnne yuri in this fandom when hanbin and yunseo are sooo very yuri coded…. but anything from you is amazing!!
i need to figure out girl yunseo like what's her story. is she a shy bby bi? is she mistaking lust for admiration (or even envy 👀)? is she into sports and all her friends are straight guys? what goes on with her. anyway i agree, we need more of everything in general but yuri would be vvvv appreciated!! also 😭 thanks for the encouragement, this is really sweet 😭🤍
anony · 6mo
and I'm gonna guess music shows must have somewhat spacious broom closets...
anony · 6mo
since you are really into both it would be fun to see a crossover ibeun/riiz3 fic from you
anony · 6mo
more yuri jeongbin maybeeeee?
anony · 6mo
song rec
hang on to your love - sade