Me when Boothill, Sunday, and Argenti all struggle with their own humanity bc of Boothill's whole "I died when my daughter did and I am a vessel for revenge," Argenti abandoning normal life to pursue Idrila, and Sunday wanting to sacrifice his own happiness to give humanity what he believes will keep them safe and happy.. so when they realize they have feelings for each other they would never act bc none of them think they're allowed to be human and want things for themselves,, head in hands I am not okay