ough tha k you. i will sleep now

i have had some over the years but they arent definitive... its typically some cat but its been years yknow. counter question but what do u guys would think would suit me XD

other than that one cotton blanket i have, i cant think of anything else lol

this one is difficult because so many of shit i end up hating becomes disposable memory in my head, and a lot of media that makes it eugh for me is simply Other circumstances, or some pet peeves... theres one that comes to mind but i thought it was novel. i guess just for the sake of it the one that comes to mind is that damned doors game and we all know why probably. but i dont mind getting specific just probably not on Here

i did not know this stuff did not come to me naturally but heres one petty one. ive been taking way too long on doing notes for a half hour fucking lecture and i am so annoyed at myself but also my fucking god if i dont read this shit through i will perish but also For Gods Sake.... myehhh kinda weak

that commissioned wheatfield piece was a delight, it still looks very nice to me. a runner up is the witness study i made :)

my opinions on the visuals change, so what i like about my art is that its just a way of releasing whatever troubling sensations i get from time to time, or in a less negative sense, just the feel of the texture, emotion, and stuff is what makes it appealing for me. people like to say its soft or rough whenever appropriate and i agree all the time when people compliment me via that. it might be the missing piece of "why do people [still] like my nonsense art"

im not gonna lie everytime someone asks this i say something different because its so embarrassing to name modern artists or even mutuals but i will reiterate that its all van gogh who got me into painting for realzies. i have longer answers on my tumblr XD

the mountain in That Recent Story is actually just an early perception of this landform/geological feature in the cave from ihs. it doesnt mean the mountain is the same thing but its a good playground to flesh out the geological feature in ihs. theres no hidden underground secret and treasures because its been mostly unexplored and ihs is already set underground lol

I like to use warm palettes that lean towards yellow. Nowadays i like muted colors and really dim palettes lol. my go to are usually yellow tones, with blue as a contrast.

This week is week one for most of my subjects, so ive just been in and out of lectures and such. The only interesting thing ive done this week is maybe some math, but also my concept work on The Story About That Mountain Guy. Week went ok, but today was just a huge package of whiplash for every scale i guess. Im just sort of worried about this quiz i have to take because we dont have power

big time. only a fraction of people from before 2019 know how my art was pretty sloppy, but overtime my anatomy got better. until at some point in 2019 i decided to really start painting. i wish i could get that excited over it again but lol. i think also in theme, because my art got more "bland" in color or just the grimy warm colors i like to use. If you went back to my 2019 art and go Wow uh good colors, i think youd be disappointed that all i do is paint landscapes normally. I calmed down over time, but yeah. Im not sure how people out and in my audience would react to it.

i love sketches on traditional but i havent touched it in a long while due to financial and personal reasons :( thats about it. maybe i could get into inking Legitimately but eh