hi mousie.
i posted this on my priv, so very fair that you didn't see it. but i said i would not be trying for london/amsterdam for exactly that reason. one show for the entirety of the uk and 4 for all of europe is so shit and i would feel very guilty doing that.

tbh it was silly of me to even post that thought (i've deleted it now), it has just been a silly daydream that i've been using to get me through a tough couple of weeks. it doesn't really matter, but there are lots of reasons i haven't made it back home in so long and having something big to push me to go was a nice fantasy. i do know how lucky i am that i've been able to see them live, and i really do wish everyone who wants to gets to see them live as well.
thank you for being kind/gentle when saying this. i do appreciate being called out for things i should have thought better than to say in public when so many people are probably pretty stressed rn thinking about ticketing. i am sure it didn't feel good to read that if you're trying for tickets today/soon, and if you are i will keep my fingers crossed for you.