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Nonny · 6d

I'm gonna be honest, that anon hate was rather tame compared to the shit I've seen from endless cis girls, adding the snippets about T based on one other person is really weird, sometimes people are just assholes at heart. Also where would Apollo have seen you used to be a SWer?

Cos I mentioned it in the original thread during his episode (when he was spam replying to me) right before I got the anons. It doesn't matter if YOU personally think it's "tame", I don't. I'm a small account and I've never had people send me things like this before, especially from someone with 20x more followers than me? You cannot be acting like that.

Not to mention the fact that what he mocked me over was something extremely traumatic for me? My SW was p much all rape forced upon me to begin with, which included my abuser having agreed to things he knew triggered me (he ran the account and pretended to be me towards our customers) which was also mentioned in the thread.
AS WELL AS the fact that I've explained several times the reason my body is covered in deep scars was because my psychosis from my schizophrenia put me in a state where I thought I needed to mutilate my body so badly that no one would want to rape me again. I had to relearn how to love my body after I was too far in it. Clearly his "no one would touch you" comment was a very targeted attack by him, he literally used my traumas against me. It's one thing to come up with random base level insults, it's another to completely target someone's traumas and deep insecurities caused by trauma.

How cruel of a person do you need to be to mock someone over something that traumatic?

If he's willing to hide behind anon to send such cruel messages- messages and harassment that DOES get people killed or harmed if it causes them to relapse -then he doesn't honestly deserve to be platformed or supported.

It also doesn't matter if it turns out that he didn't know the extent of my SW, there are seldom cases were SW isn't traumatic whether it be heaps of shaming you deal with (which I was not doing), ppl using ur pics against u to irls if you're doxxed, or rape irl. He of all people should know this but clearly he doesn't care abt SWers.

Lastly your sex work shouldn't be putting people in danger and that was the only concern I had. But obviously Apollo doesn't care about the mental or physical health of anyone outside of himself, he's made that very obvious.

I will admit to the T thing tho, I was just really drunk and triggered, having relapsed myself over this.

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