I know that love will always be there whether I am conscious of it or not but I no longer let the what ifs haunt me, I no longer second guess the ending, that's what I do not think about anymore. I'm aware that love is something that is hardly even undone but even if love for her will exist inside of me forever (even if its in a dormant) I don't want to dwell on it. It's all good. acceptance is key my guy (gender neutral)