I’m going to take the fact you made the effort to create an account just to keep messaging me when I removed the anon feature as an indication you’re really passionate about this.
This is something I’m grateful I learned pretty quick through trial and error: if you base your entire experience liking an idol around the people who dislike them, all you’re going to get is disappointment and dissatisfaction. There will ALWAYS be people who don’t like your favourite idol. That’s just the way it is. Unfortunately playing shooter for them will not get you their attention, nor will you meet some magical quota of people to threaten/put down per month that makes you the ultimate fan. It’s just going to end with you miserable and unable to enjoy yourself. Your idol doesn’t care.
You know who does care? Me. The real person you’ve been harassing for two days straight. The person who actually sees and hears what your saying, and is hurt by being told to kill themselves, and called disgusting, among the many other ways you and your friends have found to get creative. When will you get bored? When I deactivate? When there’s a comeback? Are you bored already? I would be. I deleted all of those messages as they came except 2. Is this the reaction you wanted?
Please protect your peace. Use and abuse the block button. Keep scrolling, or make a priv and chat mad shit with likeminded friends. That’s what I do! I see plenty of takes I hate, and there some idols I despise, but I try to focus more of my time and listening to the music and actually happy. But if instead you attack every single person who doesn’t agree with you you’re going to end up exhausted and unable to enjoy the things you do like about your idol.
And I think my fics are alright, actually.
I hope you enjoy the rest of your day. Happy comeback