very rarely am i ever consciously trying to be rude.. quite frankly due to my disabilities i just miss social queues or norms, and something i just percieve as honesty or maybe even a joke will come off to others as rude.

i guess heads up to everybody who might read, i am diagnosed with "moderate" autism. not a lot of people have experience in socializing with those on the spectrum, or those "this far into the spectrum" and its especially hard to interpret those things online. i get that. if i ever come across as rude to someone, its honestly best to just tell me. i will never learn from subtle things or words with double meanings, i need explicit explanation. it helps me a lot to apologize and learn what certain quirks of mine offend others, so i can modify my behaviors to be more acceptable.

to you, anonymous cowboy, i dont remember which situation youre talking about. youre free to reach out to any of my socmeds and let me know, and ill gladly apologize for whatever came off as rude. im sorry for that interaction, whatever it was.