the more clearly i know what im doing the more enjoyable it is. unfortunately most of the time im going through the motions of a recipe and it's more of a drag than it should be so. ouch to me

that and it's pretty fascinating; my grandma was living with us for about three months, and she does SO MUCH STUFF i dont that seem absolutely unnecessary like shake pots and stuff so food doesnt stick and i've been just. wow is there so much details into cooking that seem utterly unnecessary but arent