haha.. hahahahaha... hahahahahahauahahaah.... grabe sobrang soft ko kay evan ngayon 😞

since almost all of us has been so engulfed with ethan's character, me naman, i've been busying myself last night abt how evan reminds me of how love can be like the ocean; a familiar but unfamiliar place to be. na there's so much more to explore, and not just the one that you used to see. and it also let us feel how deep it would be. so deep that you would drown. the kind na nakakalunod pero dito ka matututong lumangoy, eh. swim and explore the deepest parts. that is, if he dares to swim each and every part of alexis. :>>>

another thing is how i am naiiyak whenever the story lets us see whenever evan is crocheting. it's like he hopes, that maybe, at the end of the thread, when he ties the knot, some threads of his thought would be tied like a knot, too, which symbolizes the end of the knitting. that along with the lines of each thread, he would find the flow of where everything leads him.

or maybe, maybe because it is the contrast of what it would be. crocheting leads him somewhere; in full picture; that whenever he hold his yarn and start the process, he knows what it would be. it's a familiar feeling; like in his mind, he already knew the result. unlike the pile of thoughts he use to think; messy, a thread after threads, and he doesn't know where it would lead him. he's lost where to stitch and he maybe afraid he would end up ruining the crochet. it was a devastating thing, to ruin a masterpiece, so i guess he is afraid to even make a mistake. and for him, alexis is his most treasured collection. he's so precious to the point evan is so affraid to even hold threads of him. but you know what?? i think as of today, he's starting to arrange the threads. he's trying so hard... so pls guys bare with him kung hindi pa niya maayos nang husto. kasi buhol-buhol pa... it's entangled as hell. so pls pls pls trust evan 🥺

soft hours ko kay evan nung isang araw pa and i know may something pa abt him that i would like to discover. for me, he's like a leianne but the opposite process of discovering love. na kung at first, we sighted how leianne's brave persona became so afraid because of his love for mindi na sobrang natakot siya kasi sobrang mahal niya si mindi ayaw niyang mawala yung taong nakapagparanas sa kanya ng mga bagay na noon, hindi niya nararamdaman. for evan naman, i think he is just so afraid loving alexis and he knew. he knew that when he lets himself fully love alex, he'll be so brave enough to make everyone knows how he loves alex so much. I'M SO EXCITED SUPER DUPER RAAAHHHHH 👹👹

i'll be damned if you make evan exactly like this. i don't even know the human i will become after :D

SOBRANG HABA PALA HAHAHAHA KAINIS KASI NATULOG AQ NA MALUNGKOT FOR EVAN PAGGISING KO PURO BRAINROT NA KASALANAN MO I2 MY LOVE 😠 WKDDJAJDAJSJSJJAHA