oh lovely thank u for asking. i have never experienced love like this before, i didnt even know it could feel this way like loving jordan feels like something i was meant to do. every little thing in my life has fallen so perfectly into place and the future seems even brighter and more beautiful than it already was. Like we can achieve anything and everything and its all gonna be ok no matter what as long as were together kinda feeling yk. it was always jordan all along kinda like a red string of fate type thing but i am glad i had time to grow and mature and reconnect with them at this point in my life so that i am able to give them a version of myself that i am truly happy with and proud of. i love them soso sooooo much more than i even thought capable of loving and we are going to build a home together on a pretty spot of land someday surrounded by trees and wildflowers and i will plant them a garden and sunflowers and we will raise two little babies and so many creatures together but before that next summer we will start to build our little life together hopefully in a cute little house somewhere here in foco and get married as soon as possible because i cant stand not having their last name and being technically their wife for too much longer and before Before that it is 44 days until i fly to new york in december to go see them i;m so excited Im really rambling i could keep going im cutting it off right there Um! YEAP going great thank you i love my wife!!!!!!!!