i feel like saying this in broad daylight feels kinda weird, but while i’m on it, let me say it:

being here and meeting all of you has always felt like two sides of the same coin. i started this account during one of the lowest points in my life; when everything felt scattered, out of place, and hard to piece together. writing then became my way of coping with the struggles i was facing. and then, i met all of you. many of us seemed to be facing similar challenges, but we each had our own ways of navigating them (while you read, i wrote.) and through that connection, my life gradually started to heal piece by piece

but as things got better, i found myself loosening my grip on writing. not because i wanted to, but because life began to demand my full presence elsewhere. unconsciously, i started to drift away from this space.

still, every time i return, it feels like coming home. coming back to a safe place where we shared so many things will always hold pieces of my heart. you’ve been quiet witnesses to my growth, just as i’ve shared in a small part of yours. so, even as this chapter shifts and i may be here less, i want you to know how much penduduk virtualling mean to me.

i can’t promise anything (kapan update or ngepost konten), as i feel like i’ve made and broken too many promises already. but i’ll continue writing when i feel like it. i just hope that when that time comes, all of you will still be here. be my other side of the coin; forever intertwined 🫶🏻