I've started reading yukiko mishima's Confessions of a Mask and I really like the dense contemporary abstract perspective. Granted, I'm fairly new as I've come from reading Osamu Dazai's The Setting Sun and Meiko Kawakami's Heaven, However since it's pride month, I'd recommend his works as it goes into the inner turmoil towards homosexuality and sexuality in general since Yukiko writes them on par as memoirs (he's gay himself). The author himself is a bit interesting overall considering he ran a cult lol, nonetheless, if that's what you're up for, I'd recommend ^^