Oh yeah, that moment of my life...
Me and Zou actually discussed that whole ordeal in February. The tf rp was not something I look back on fondly, but it wasn't intended to be grooming. It's more so that I was VERY irresponsible, did not understand that there was such things as boundries when it came to that kind of thing and had no idea it was making Zou uncomfortable (they never told me until we had that discussion). It's something that I genuinely feel disgusted by now and have felt disgusted by it for ages. I should not have done it.
I was actually very creepy and weird with tf stuff in general back then, which was something that I eventually recognised and made a massive effort to improve myself when it comes to that sort of thing.