ofc anon i gotchu >:)

from the red of your lips to the red of your blood by solpi https://archiveofourown.org/works/53743162/chapters/136046488
fool me once, you'll pay with your heart by solpi https://archiveofourown.org/works/55979107
setting sun, rising sin by rays_archive https://archiveofourown.org/works/52396720/chapters/132548815
prized fighter by rays_archive https://archiveofourown.org/works/53961136/chapters/136590655
(honestly you can't go wrong with anything by soli or ray tbh their bmjn fics are soso good)
in your gilded light by staylonely https://archiveofourown.org/works/51771652/chapters/130887244
eternity by staylonely https://archiveofourown.org/works/58027903/chapters/147731686
(same with lo ngl all her bmjn fics are really good)
hand on heart by minisode (recover) https://archiveofourown.org/works/52857232/chapters/133699189 and night shift by her too https://archiveofourown.org/works/52318135/chapters/132349387
new moon by faebeomie https://archiveofourown.org/works/57141628
999 series by afflatus https://archiveofourown.org/series/3835444
kiss my eyes and repent by afflatus https://archiveofourown.org/works/43832137/chapters/110213224
youngblood by gyvzzn https://archiveofourown.org/works/54486805
the one by yeonjunsdarling https://archiveofourown.org/works/32135170/chapters/79615138
filled with ambrosia by starsprout https://archiveofourown.org/works/43474425/chapters/109292319
hellish rights by lovelanguages https://archiveofourown.org/works/46554919 (this is the omegajun alphagyu fic actually every omegajun truther should read it)
diet mountain dew (you're no good for me) by starboy (buttery) https://archiveofourown.org/works/47056504

you've read all those and want more? no problem!!

so pretty the stars could cry by mochywrites https://archiveofourown.org/works/51220093
sit tight like bookends by littlebears https://archiveofourown.org/works/43640071
hurts like hell (nothing breaks a heart) by blipblipblup https://archiveofourown.org/works/43880617
do you see right through me? by apoideaw https://archiveofourown.org/works/46657042
to sun and sparrow song by trestle https://archiveofourown.org/works/39748524
grievances under neutrality by nine3rds https://archiveofourown.org/works/33891061/chapters/84269125
sunday shoes by paganpoetry https://archiveofourown.org/works/48210094
it will come right back to you by ninetqs https://archiveofourown.org/works/38575611
gossip club by summer_slut https://archiveofourown.org/works/38589567
the salve to the sting by lovesjar https://archiveofourown.org/works/42451017
gilded by silverspear https://archiveofourown.org/works/42181158
into each life some rain must fall https://archiveofourown.org/works/41377941
the things we turn away from by jungwonsdiamondring https://archiveofourown.org/works/42225858
spring waits patiently like a tiger by haeyangie https://archiveofourown.org/works/44041713 (this one's extra special to me because it's the very first bmjn fic i ever bookmarked :D it's my fav and i reread it constantly)

i hope u enjoy these recs!! i'm not super caught up on more recent bmjn fics but these are some of my all time favs i go back to constantly