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Just wanted to say that I think your brain is pretty great and thank you for the content you've given us <3
ur writing,,, it’s so insane crazy yummy kicking screaming crying ykyk thank you for writing and doing what you do
Ivantill height differences over the years?
definitely a believer in ivan being tiny as fuck when they were young (malnourished, street kid, etc) and till being like :^) im taller haHA and then ivan shoots up the moment they both hit puberty. like several centimeters and grew into his looks overnight type of insanity and he shows up the next day at school like (towering over till now) hi till :D and till's like WHO ARE YOU
till i think should not grow past middle school or something. like he's the tallest in his middle school batch and hes like yes this is a sign i will be huge... and then it just never happens... he doesnt grow... what is this injustice.....
Thoughts on ftm/trans ivan? Or on a completely different (or not??) note—long hair ivan? I don’t mean mullet, just want to see like historical kdrama ml you feel…perhaps it’s a little ooc? But i do wonder how the others would feel abt it too. Thank you for doing god’s work yamscooper
two very different questions but ftm ivan, nice, fantastic, definitely just as hot. long hair ivan, also great, fantastic, makes me think of actor ivan in some sort of historical drama and till going ghhnnhgmhmhhhh (wonders if he has a hair fetish). i don't think it'd be ooc for actor au ivan to act in a historical drama... he'd definitely look great..... plus there is a tendency for rookie actors (esp idols turned actors) to join basically Any Drama that's available, and a lot of the "low tier" kdramas that rookie actors star in are very frequently historical dramas.
actually kind of obsessed with the idea of rookie actor ivan in a historical drama with a HILARIOUSLY bad plot and till gripes how shit it is. but also till is the fool because he tunes in every weeknight without fail
not a question, i just have to tell you that your alst fics are INSANE and your brain is fantastic. thanks.
are u ok with minors following you? checking bc i enjoyed your ivtl sickfic
i do rt and write nsfw occasionally, but i'm not going to police or track who follows me. so if you are a minor, i'd prefer if you didn't but frankly i'm not going to bother checking because i believe it's up to the individual to curate what they see (including age appropriate content). hope that helps
talk to me about actor au ivantill please.
i'll combine this with the other request for actor au ivantill but
this was a lot but i felt like i had to give a lot for keeping this in my inbox for so long... i have a lot of thoughts about actor au it's just cooking... thank you sm for the ask!!
im pretty sure this hasnt been asked already, so im sorry if it has- but what are your thoughts/hcs on the mizihyuna? also, i really like your version of ivan mizi friendship, but i was wondering about how you view till and sua... do you think they form a bond of mutual hatred (?) toward ivan? or mutual admiration (?) of mizi? also, thank you for the fics in general!!! ive enjoyed them a lot, i really admire the way you write. ^_^
i don't think i've answered this so you're all good! on mizihyuna, i think they're cute but ultimately tragic in the sense that they're together because they share grief and trauma in a way that few people can understand (people you love dying, people you love being the cause of your trauma, romantic relationships that were cut off too early, lost potential, etc). it would be nice if they could somehow heal together but for me mizisua is The relationship for mizi and the same for hyuna (although to a less positive degree). even if they move on im not sure that would be enough for the mizihyuna to become as intensely passionate as their previous relationships were...
tldr mizihyuna is very cute and they're very supportive of each other but i think their relationship can never be separated from all the grief and trauma they both carry and that's very complicated so aaaaaaaa
thanks for the ask!! sorry for the late reply :'D
Ivantill inu x boku ss au? Idk if you’ve watched it but the two of them fit the two leads so well
i watched this a very long time ago so the details are fuzzy but i do like the thought of extremely good bodyguard/servant ivan who's a little too handsome and well-qualified for a job like this (also demon dogboy) and till who's like a sheltered (literally) young master who grumbles and snaps at everyone in the house but they all like him since he's so cutieful... and also that side plot of the tragic time loop reincarnation thing WOWZA i think ivan should die for till and then get reincarnated with all his memories ready to do it again and till to eventually remember and be horrified at how self sacrificial ivan is for till
(happy ending because till convinces ivan that life would be happier if he lives for the both of them and therefore ivan just goes from "i'll die for till" to "i'll be happy and live a long life with till since that's what till wants" and therefore all their enemies are Instantly Vanquished)
thanks for the ask!
Ivantill childhood headcanons?
i've been sitting on this one for a while because i have so many thoughts on their childhood but even in aus i always try to write it as they both have a bit of a traumatic childhood before they got "adopted" or found each other so i'll include hcs from before and after that
(and this will be au only since canon childhood thoughts are. a different thing entirely)
ivan:
- lived on the streets for a while and had to learn to survive really quickly. ate some rats. both of his hands are permanently fucked up from that time he tried to steal and got his hands stomped on so he can't do many things that require fine dexterity like till
- lives a really minimalist lifestyle now thanks to his childhood; if he does have anything important, he usually keeps it on him or at till's
- when he got into an orphanage no one picked him until his first and last Rich Parent did and they just largely left him alone because he was a pick for optics (but he does well under instruction so slowly that parent started investing more in him but still off on the sidelines)
- can't cook because he has and will eat literally anything
- got really sick often as a kid
- no sense of object permanence until till came around
till:
- was shuffled around A LOT of foster homes and orphanages because he kept running away/people didn't like him
- always very active as a child and also loud
- favorite place to go was a guitar shop nearby just to look at them and the music sheets and stuff. after years of this the owner taught him a few things and the rest he picked up on his own
- can cook because he had to find some way to make food palatable for him
- other than food he wasn't very fussy at all... slept well ate well moved around a lot
- met ivan at an orphanage (till came later) and they only started talking to each other/hanging out with each other because everyone else was too loud
- just two boys sitting in a corner together scribbling on a notebook how cute
- never learned The Skills Of The Streets like ivan because he was always in a shelter and didn't have much of a need for it but he DID get robbed quite a bit so he's very protective of his belongings and knows where everything is at all times
i think that's enough for now... thank you for the ask sorry it took me so long to answer!!
yams every time you post i cry out hallelujah in joy of such yummy ivantill fics/hcs you go magic man ily (been here since joongdok i love your writing so fucking much)
what are your thoughts on ivantill tattoo parlor x flower shop au :3 and maybe mizisua in the background working in their respective places as well :33 idk just a silly thought
i'm not very passionate about this trope but definitely till has to be the tattoo guy he's just better at drawing and has more of that aesthetic with the piercings... i don't think it's out of the imagination for him to have tattoos... perhaps he does go into ivan's flower shop for inspiration and stuff............ maybe one day ivan gets curious and asks till to give him a small tattoo... and also they have sex in the backroom idk :D
thanks for the ask!!
Ivantill break up & make up au but get this Ivan was the one who broke things up because he’s an idiot who probably misunderstood something
i've been hanging onto this ask because tbh i wanted to write it (more accurately i was sitting on it to think of how i could even start this because in my writing style itd be like 40k and i dont have the stamina for that) BUT. luckily. ash has written a lovely exes to lovers fic so read that here to get your fix :]
sorry i couldn't write it T_T but thank you for the ask! if one day i do write a breakup and make up fic then i will blow a kiss to the sky in the a/n in your honor
With the alien stage writers confirming ivan does casual dating then maybe a till pov of watching these people come and go
note: well i did have a similar idea in the Document but honestly i'm not sure when i'll ever get to it so it's a good time as any to make it into a drabble right..? ahaha... messy and unedited as always, might post on ao3 later, yada yada, thank you for the super adorable prompt ehehe
Ivan's a serial dater. He gets a girlfriend on Monday, dumps her by Friday, and on the next Monday, he's escorting some poor idiot to class. The cycle repeats. The shortest record was two days.
It's one of the stupidest things Till's ever seen, because Ivan must have gone through half of the student body at this point, and he still gets confessions on a weekly basis. It just doesn't make sense. Good looks can only carry someone so far.
"But it's not about Ivan's looks," Mizi says, after wringing the dregs of her juice box to death. "I mean, he's smart too, right? Top of the class, handsome, considerate, kind—"
"Are we talking about the same person here?" Till says, to clarify.
"He only acts like that around you because you're his friend," Mizi says. That, meaning his propensity for licking Till's ears and biting his cheek like a rabid dog. "But around other people, he's like—you know the student body president in K-dramas? Like that! He's second male lead kind of nice."
"That's a lie," Till says. "He's leading them on. He—"
A burst of giggles drag his attention away. He doesn't even need to look to know why, but he's some sort of masochist, and his head turns without his input. Yeah, no fucking surprise there: it's Ivan, smiling at his newest girlfriend of the week. She has her hair in a high ponytail, too high to mask the flush in her ears and cheeks. It's like watching a fucking train wreck.
"I don't understand," Till says, after they pass out of sight. "Why does he do that? He obviously doesn't have any interest in any of them."
"How do you know that?" Mizi says. She's a romantic.
"C'mon, Mizi. It's Ivan. He doesn't even know what love is. As if he gives a fuck about trying to find it."
"That's rude," Mizi says, frowning.
"I'm just saying," Till mutters.
"I don't know, Till. I don't think you're giving him enough credit. No one ever badmouthed him after breaking up with him, so it's not like he treats his dates badly."
That's true. Say whatever about Ivan, but there's no denying that his reputation is flawless. Everyone comes out of their short-lived relationship with Ivan parroting the same thing: that he was nice, that he was sweet, that he was a good boyfriend but more of an experience to enjoy rather than a person to fall in love with.
Ugh. It just gives Till a scummy feeling, that's all. Who even says that about another person?
"It's weird," is what Till ends up saying.
Mizi blinks at him behind her glasses. "Why does it matter?"
"It doesn't. It's... an observation. He should reject them if it isn't going to last."
"Right," Mizi says. "But why does it matter?"
"You said I'm his friend," Till says, aggravated. "Can't a friend. Care. For that kind of thing."
Mizi's frown deepens, before enlightenment strikes to clear it away. A feeling of foreboding pools in Till's gut, like watching a tree topple the wrong way.
"Wait," Till says. "I didn't mean it like—"
"Are you worried?" Mizi asks. "Oh, I should've known! You're worried Ivan will get his feelings hurt! That's so sweet!"
"I'm not worried," Till hisses, looking around frantically. Thankfully, the classroom is still bustling with conversation, and he grabs Mizi's hand to—fuck, stress the urgency of this to her. "Listen. I'm not worried. Ivan doesn't—Ivan doesn't even have feelings, okay?"
"You keep saying mean things, but I know how you really feel," Mizi says. There's a sparkle in her eyes.
He's doomed.
"Mizi," he says. "Mizi, no. Listen to me."
"I'm listening to you," she says. "Your heart, that is, since you don't want to admit the truth to yourself. It's okay! No secrets between friends, right?"
This is seriously not the impression he wanted to give to her. Now he has to figure out a way to convince her that she's wrong without making her think he's some sort of—misguided tsundere, or some shit. A valid reason to care about Ivan's dating spree. There has to be something to persuade her.
Nothing.
Okay, last resort it is.
"Even if you're right," Till says, to her manic applause and squeal, "shush! Shh! Even if you're right!"
"I am," Mizi says.
"I said even, even if you're right, you can't tell anyone about this, alright? Not even Sua."
"But I tell Sua everything."
Till knows; it's a problem. If he tells Mizi a secret, then it spreads to Sua, which then makes its way to Ivan via Sua and Ivan's shared power of eye telepathy or whatever. He can't have that happen. If Ivan is under the impression that Till cares about him, then Ivan will use it to tease him until he dies. That's just the type of freak Ivan is.
"For me," Till says. "Please. Don't say a thing."
"But you like him," Mizi whispers, eyes wide. "Don't you? That's why you care so much."
Till releases a heavy exhale. His failed first love, trying to convince him that he's in love with his best friend slash archnemesis since childhood. There are probably shit KBS dramas made about stuff like this.
"Don't say anything," Till says, instead of bothering to confirm her delusions. "I mean it."
"Love is a very serious thing," Mizi says, nodding. "Okay! You have my word."
Thank god for one bullet dodged. "Thanks."
"But you will tell me, right? When you and Ivan get together."
Till opens his mouth to reply, then pauses. Something about that phrase.
"When?" he repeats.
Do you have a till time loop au on your long list of wips?
the way this is phrased is killing my soul inside but yes... i have three ideas for it actually. one is a collab in the works that i'm keeping secret, another is a canon compliant time loop, and the last is a silly funny au one where (kind of uni setting) till is looping the day without anything special happening and is trying to figure out why
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