tysm! glad it makes sense to you😭 im not really the person to come for hc but something ive been thinking is ww keeping a wanted poster of vash somehwere in his pocket at first it was spare paper for when hes in need of napkin or wiping ass but cupid arrived n now he just keep it next to his heart (niple) like a man at war reminiscing his wife, unfolding it 17 times to get a glimpse of his $$60000000 wife then fold another 17 times to put it back, the process takes like 15 mins but no he wouldnt look at vash deep in the eye he just would not bc the feeling of comfort no matter how fleeting is something he (both of them) doesnt feel like he deserves so just staring at the poster motherfuckingly in silence instead. big black shade is really useful in these situations but you know the.guilt. when u look at something ur not allowed to. like a little mouse in the wall looking at cheese thats forbidden. even if the person doesnt know but you Know so it doesnt work anyways <bit of exaggeration but sometimes it do feel like that..LOL. really the same for vash but he doesnt have the pleasure of owning a photograph until maybe post vol 10.. wow a bit too long ty for listening