omg omg omg prince hj and servant wy where they grew up together and were the best of friends in secret despite their opposing personalities. time goes by peacefully, hj knows wy doesn't come from wealth and always does what he can to help out his friend,,, until one day when they're teenagers hj goes to find wy only to see him with a small packed suitcase and tears in his big eyes. wy explains that he will be married off, he's the younger son after all and is a liability so is moving to a nearby dukedom. hj lashes out - HIS friend, HIS boy, HIS HIS HIS how dare they try to take wy away?! but there's nothing anyone can do and hj wishes wy well and promises he'll find a way to visit or better yet bring him back for good.
hj eventually becomes king and he's fierce and brillant, ruthless when needed. one day he must travel to the dukedom to establish diplomatic relations with guilds and merchant unions. during those meetings and casual conversations he hears of how one of the biggest merchants wife is the most beautiful in the land - that the husband has to keep a tight leash as all the men of the land want a taste of that pvssy. a little curious, hj seeks out this merchant and goes to his house for a formal introduction; only to catch a glimpse of the face he's dreamed of for all the past years. wy?? is that wy!? long dark hair and lashes, his adorable moles, blooming bruises and scars across his skin- wait what? turns out the man wy was married off to is this controlling hurtful yet still powerful man. wy has tried to run away so many times when the pain gets too much, desperately missing his family and a certain prickly prince. imagine wys surprise when his childhood friend appears right in front of him with no warning. hj secretly uncovers more about how his husband treats wy and vows to ruin everything he has to his name. hj discreetly rips apart all his wealth and property and in the dead of night, kills him in his own home. wy is speechless, shocked to his core and doesn't even realise when hj picked him up and carried him to the carriage, when they started driving and when they reached hj's palace. hj takes him to his room, cleans his old wounds and vows that no one will ever touch wy ever again. after all wy is HIS wife now, his to make love to his to fuck brutally until the whole town can hear them, hj has years to make up for after all

ughhhh tcpaz make me feel so many things I don't know what to do with it