cutie babies that sometimes turn evil · 2mo
[[you dont have to reply to this one im just going through severe yapperism lately]]
oh i really really get it dw, im not a dick 24/7 😭😭 BUT wanting to keep the
memories as it is is super valid
this was only going to be a little come and go message but i prolonged it a LOT, sorry
also im sorry for how i acted, i think i rushed things and ended up doing the things i wanted to avoid as a whole (which, im not thinking a fucking retrospring apology is a) not embarrassing and b) enough but! yeah)
I donr think you're a dick 24/7, I jsut know we'd end up saying ot talking about the past and it could lead to us having a fight or smthn which would have added this to my memories of u.
I donr know if I accept it yet or not but all ik is I don't regret what I said or did because I believe my emotions to be valid but I do think maybe I could have explained more. I'd hate to be left in the dark about what bothered someome too. It was all too new to me and the situation I was put in was overwhelming. perhaps if I'd have acted slowly instead of being my usual fast paced self it woudnt have happened but that's not me and it's okay if our ways of expression didn't mix well together. maybe someday ill be willing to talk so let's see yeah. I hope you're doing well, truly.
