hi i’m beyond being pathetic and i miss you. letting you go was one of the stupidest mistakes i’ve ever made. i don’t think i have the right to even apologize for how horribly i treated you, but you deserve at least that much. i’m sorry and i understand you and the more i get it the more guilty i feel. i’d do whatever i could to make it up to you. i hope youre doing well and taking care of yourself like i should have done. tell me what you want to hear, if you want me to shut up forever, whatever you want i’ll provide it. i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you