i'm going to be honest.. i don't feel comfy rly talking abt that stuff, esp since i've always felt the need to mask everything abt me + pretend i'm normal even though i'm not. i'm not as comfortable with it because i hate the feeling of not being normal and NOT having a typical mindset like others (ppl ik irl) do,, realizing i've always needed accommodation all my life is kinda really fucking pathetic for me nd i'd rather stay closed off abt it because i fear that's all people think abt if i do say something abt it. ..