You’re not gonna believe this but I was one of the people that made the instagram callout account. Some of that stuff was unnecessary and I was extremely depressed and chronically online at the time I got involved but I still stand by it somewhat. Kinda glad you moved on from the SP fandom lol. I’m not really an anti shipper or anything but jacking it to incest is probably not a very healthy coping mechanism and you probably should try to talk to a therapist about it (I’m being genuine and don’t mean to sound passive aggressive I promise)
But yeah sorry for the stress that stuff caused, it probably would be better for you and for me to get off the internet and go to therapy.