Since ya girlie loves angst, what about an alt ending starting from panel 31. wherein Bin dashes through the storm of snow and found Hao lying at the grass of the park. He went near him and check that he was almost barely breathing and hsi body was very cold. He then picked him up and rushed him through the nearest hospital cursing under his breathe for letting this happen all while tears were streaming down his face. When he got there Hao was rushed to the er and (un)fortunately the doctor that assisted them was the one whom Hao went to visit a few days ago. The said doctor then dropped the news to Bin that Hao had actually a terminal illness and his time was nearing (hence why Hao got sick). Hearing this he couldn't stop shaking, the guilt of being absent from his lover's side was eating him up. When he saw that Hao was waking up he rushed to his side and assured him with endless words saying that he's finally here. Hao was barely able to open his eyes but once he heard Bin's voice he couldn't help but smile finally being able to hear him again. But his vitals were dropping and before Hanbin was separated from him, Hao's last words were something like "Thank you for coming home again baobei". And just like that Hao gave up unable to fight the illness inside of him. Since then Bin was wrapped around in the coldness just like Hao had to endure when he was gone except this time his lover was no longer coming back.