I'M THE SAME... i have lots of ships but there's some i don't budge on at all because i feel those characters are only suited to each other (like beiguang) or there's just some ships that i like more than others if i even have others and that's me and chili... i always find my way back to them. even if i am brainrotting about chaeya or zhongdain or what have you, but that doesn't mean i don't like the others!