hey... ive been thinking a lot about this ask since my first frantic answer... im still so sorry for that. after some deliberation, i feel like i may have a better idea of who you are now. it crossed my mind before i answered the first time... but alternatively, it may not be you at all, who knows! yay!

whatever it may be, idk if you're talking about what happened between us or about what's been going on in my life since... but if it's the former, i think that i personally have reached a point where i can forgive you and the others for how things went down. i dont think i need to rehash that ive obviously been through much worse since... i feel a little warmer knowing you dont hate me. i was convinced that you did for a while... but i know youve been going through awful crap, too. idk what this answer really is at this point, i might delete it again... im just sorry for blowing up (now and then), and i wish you the best... and if you are indeed who i think you are, then hit me up on telegram. ive been holding onto some kandi for you this whole time. 🫧💙