oppar, is it fine to keep art as a side thing that i'm fond of, with no pressure to professionalize it or make it my main job? i think i'm very passionate about it, but i don't want to make it my job and end up killing that passion by trying too hard to improve/make my living rely on it/whatever. there's other stuff that i like (not necessarily very passionate), such as mental health research, that i'd be willing to study for, but there's a lot of pressure to decide on what to do with my life rn