yes and it's both of them

i channel patpran's innermost desires, most of which are horny, and am merely a conduit to verbalize them 🥰

hi anon! it's from the soonvijarn vid here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rbuAKlsOb8Q&t=2285s around the 38:40 mark but i'll post a screencap of the part i'm talking about in reply to this on twitter!

Thank you dear anon! This is my first time writing high school Pat/Pran, so I hope you enjoy!

This mini-fic is not researched on rugby and just from what I've gathered about it from the show/other things featuring rugby haha. Rugby players look away 🙈 Actually soccer players and judo players look away too.

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Pat had joined the soccer team only because Pran joined first. So naturally, when Pat signs up for rugby tryouts, it's no surprise to see Pran there too, even though Pran has never once expressed interest in rugby before.

Pat hasn't either. It's the sport that his dad wants him to play, and Pat happens to be pretty [...]

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I think this is cuddling? Haha. Takes place during the beginning of ep 11 - bus cuddles!

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Pran's not sure when he fell asleep, but when he wakes up, the firm cushion of Pat's shoulder underneath his head is the first thing he feels. The second is the hard bus seat that's practically made his thigh and ass numb, along with the ache in his back for sitting up for so long.

He doesn't quite stir yet. Yesterday feels like ages ago, even though the memory is still fresh in his mind. The sharp, disappointed press of his mother's palm to his cheek. Pat's father shoving him to the ground, where a large bruise is surely forming on [...]

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(this is porn for anyone coming from twitter)

The first time they realize that the secrecy of their relationship is not only for their families' benefit, but for theirs, is when they're at a meeting for the class presidents of all the faculties about some more reconstruction around campus. Pran locates Pat among the handful of class presidents--then immediately looks away when he sees Pat has already spotted him.

It's hard, is the thing. To pretend that he doesn't want Pat at all, that he doesn't have him anymore. Sure, it might be easy for Pran to roll his eyes and fake a grimace and avert Pat's eyes--or meet them with a [...]

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you are too kind thank you <3

It's late at night so no one will see them again, although the last time they were out getting dinner this late was over a year ago, before even the bus stop project. Still, there's some comfort that they can be out together without fear of being seen by too many people. Pran had assumed they would have total secrecy at first - only together in their dorms, in the space that had once been his but now is happily, wholly theirs. But then Pat had said that he wanted to see a movie and it would be dark and Pran had agreed; then Pran had been visiting Wai at his bar while Pat had been out with his friends and they'd ended up making [...]

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Thank you! Sure, I have some tips I guess(?), haha, since I've been publishing fic for over a decade—here is a list in no particular order that I have not established prior and am just making up on the spot:

1) Write for yourself first!!! Instant validation and "popularity" is easy to get sucked into (especially when fandom these days is primarily on the same social media sites—namely Twitter and AO3, where numbers are both visible and relevant to how people learn how to find new content, unfortunately) that if you're an anxious person like me, it's easy to get stressed and bogged down by just the awareness of it. So I would [...]

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haha yes! it's from this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hbkpqYhHfsc

i have nothing to add op you are so right for this 100000000/10

ahhh honestly I feel nostalgic for a lot of my old ships... I think right now it might mostly be kagehina! my losing interest in haikyuu was very much an accident lmao and I still intend to finish it and I miss them so much... I love my little enemies to friends to lovers ships 🥺

aw thank you anon <3 i agree lmao it's like hmm who knows my sexuality better than me... randos who see me posting about my little hyperfixations... or me knowing all my thoughts and experiences and feelings about sex and sexuality and gender... hmmm i wonder....

HAHA thank you for this question anon even though i have run quite a few fan events <3 the last thing i had been thinking of was a wangxian big bang (sorry to everyone i talked to about it lol)—a bad buddy big bang would be pretty fun if there were more people in the fandom! 🤔 i also think multifandom events are super cool and haven't run one before so that too!

i used to collect stamps and state coins when my parents were encouraging me to collect stuff as a hobby haha! these days i mostly collect books that i really like (i'm less inclined to buy books i haven't read before) and hmmm i'm not like really dedicated to collectibles but for things i like it's really nice to own them (e.g. the bad buddy boxset that has like photobooks/photo cards lol)