hellooo!! honestly i've spoken a shit english before i started writing, so my trusted advice is to just write and write in english, which also means you have to start thinking in english. obviously, when you speak more than one language, you will know a word in one of them and not know it in the other, but thankfully we have the internet now so we can google stupid things, like when you forget what "przewijać się" is in english even though it's a collocation you use on a daily basis. there are also sites like onelook which finds you a word based on your description when you can't remember what it was. it gives you lots of synonyms too, though they can get stupid. that's for vocabulary. as for general advice, it's to read a lot, especially books in the style you think is most captivating. sure, you can read fanfics, too, and do that a lot!!! but when you read acclaimed books or just those you enjoy, you can think about all the *why*s and *how*s. what catches your eye when you read? is it heavier on the description or the dialogue? does it flow, or is it so boring it's taking you 5 minutes to read one sentence? why? make a note on your phone or somewhere where you'll write down all expressions and words that catch your attention while you're reading. you need to read actively, and think about the emotions you would like to evoke in your writing, because the second advice i have is to write. write a lot. short stories and long stories and beautiful stories and shitty stories. that's the only way to really develop your own style and find confidence. practice. that's what i've been doing, and if you enjoy my works, then it must be working, because. god. re-reading my fics from 2019 or 2021 even makes my skin CRAWL. they were so bad. and now i re-read my recent ones and i'm having fun, and i thought that had been the peak of my abilities. remember that you will only improve if you keep going, and there's only a point to it if you're having fun. the words will start coming to you naturally before you know it. i'm not sure how helpful this is, but either way i hope soooooo. lots of good luck with your writing!!!!!!!! have a lovely day mwah

hi, i'm good thank youuu i hope you're doing well too! i think it's pretty obvious if you watch their early content lol the heart eyes have been there since day one. jisung, too, though i don't think he realized it as easily as minho did. for me, it's more about that. he was the one asking jisung what are we, taking him out on dates and wanting to become closer while jisung thought minho was just doing it out of pity. also, i just think that minho knew he was queer before he knew he liked jisung, while jisung realized he was queer because he realized that the connection he feels with minho isn't all that platonic, which made him fall "harder" because it was more like getting hit by a bus (and i don't mean that he loves minho more than minho does him or anything of that sort, since this "falls harder" thing usually gets misunderstood like that). i think that to get what i mean you actually need to watch their early content (again) because personally for me that cleared up a lot of things because i could look at them from a future perspective

well, yes. a lot of people who voted aren't die-hard minsungers or even minsungers at all, they just wanted to see the results. but at the same time, the polls reflect, in majority, the general perception minsungers have of minsung, what is obvious if you've been around on minsungtwt. which means that a lot of minsungers, especially the fairly recent ones, who might've gotten into them through twitter, a random moment, or fanfiction, have a skewed view of what they're like because it's a hassle to watch 6 or 7 years of content, and it's easier to consume their relationship and get obsessed through fics, which also offer a completely different view on them, so as not to say a completely made-up one lol at the end of the day, like you said, the poll doesn't matter and everyone will forget about it in a month or two, but i think it's just annoying to see minsung get mischaracterized to fit certain roles people love to push them into l o l i'm not interested in this discourse anymore and i frankly need everyone to shut their mouths about minsung but since you're talking about seeing what's real, i will just say that it would be beneficial for us all if we put down ao3 and gor down to some content catching up and i say this as ao3 user hanville who is currently working on another fic <3