rav: HAHAHA
rav: to be fair I am v terrified of bugs
me: ooh 😛 I'm not, but incidentally I dreamed last night that spiders and ants were taking over the world and eating everybody alive (and it was my fault) 😛
Yesterday, 11:33 AM
rav: HAHAHHAHA
rav: how did that even happen
me:
There was like a square on the wall with some spiders crawling all over it, and for some reason - I just had an inexplicable urge to - I just cast some spiders onto the square with the ants. (Or maybe it had spiders and I added ants? idr). And mixing the spiders with the ants caused some kind of catastrophic chain reaction. 😛

I mean a rectangle, not a square

And anyway I ran through the building and run up to higher and higher floors trying to get away from the insects until I came to this small room on the top floor where they were preparing food for the whole building. For some reason all the bugs died when they got to that room, so I was safe. This lady said it stank in that room, but I couldn't smell it so I didn't care.

Then this guy who had a priestly kind of vibe put his palm against mine for a while and then said I had to promise to do two things two things, and then I wouldn't be confused in the afterlife. One, he have me a gold-colored time piece, but it was all aged and darkened. He said I had to make it pretty. And two, I think he said I had to "make it right."

I had no idea how to make the time piece pretty, I didn't know what materials to use or where to find those materials in the building. But I realized I could just google how to do it next time I got to a computer.
The "make it right" probably had to do with other stuff that happened in the dream before the bugs

I was in this house, and the owner of the house was like one with the house and could make a lot of things happen, things that should be physically impossible. And he bullied/abused me.

Then I was given an option to play/become a certain character, and the character I would become depended on where I drew a curve or placed a dot on a certain image. I somehow intuitively knew/remembered, without understanding the logic of it at all, that if I put the dot/curve right in the middle between something on the left and a building at a certain height, it would allow me to play/embody God
So I did that
Then I was the building and I took revenge on the guy who bullied me
I think. I don't really remember that part now.
6/30/23, 5:18 AM
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The part I'm interested in most is the meaning of the tarnished gold time piece. (But I'm interested in everything else, too.)
6/30/23, 5:44 AM
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oh, btw, I realized I didn't explain well enough how the old guy with the priestly vibe touched my head. The bottom of his hand was against the bottom of my hand, but with our hands pointing in opposite directions, like when you shake hands. except our hands were straight.
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i mean touched my hand, not head
6/30/23, 6:59 AM
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Also I'm not sure the second thing the priestly guy said I must do was "make ti right", I just think it might have been something to that effect
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7/2/23, 1:47 PM
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While I was dreaming (a different night) I thought about the gold watch thing and I was sure what it meant immediately. It seemed to mean that I have to rejuvenate my mind, think more childlike / like an average person. Mentally it's like I've lived a long, long time. And this is something I've worried about before (regarding possibly being confused in the afterlife), so it makes sense that it would be in the dream. Though I don't know why my dream would give me such an impossible task. 😛