hellooo ive not been on this site for like almost a year holy shit but i thought about doing an update just because i feel like its sort of necessary ? idk
ive been doing genuinely so well, best ive done in like years honestly and im really proud of myself. ive surrounded myself with some really amazing people over these months and its helped me become a better person. my mental health has gotten remarkably better aswell, which i think was one of the biggest changes ive made because if you know me you know it was. bad. really bad 😭 im not proud of myself for having gotten that bad with my mental health and going so many years without trying to do something about it and even though im mostly to blame about it getting so bad, i also think certain spaces and communities i involved myself in didnt help either. people saw that i had severe delusions (among other things but i feel like my delusions were what had me so bad) and most of them encouraged them and made me get worse, and even then, some people didnt encourage my delusions but i still got worse. either way didnt help me get better, but pulling away from those communities and engaging in the real world really helped and was basically life changing. honestly, at first i thought it was too late for me to get better but i disagree now, seeing how much ive managed to improved

im gonna be keeping my inbox open for almost any questions but please keep the questions friendly and stuff because im really not here to be arguing or whatever i just wanted to give an update on myself on how im doing
and also im not officially coming back either, i dont think ill ever officially come back for my own mental health and stuff