i forgot to add this aswell:
ive discovered so many new passions of mine, new labels i identify with, etc. who i am as a person is crucial to me, and before i thought that i was all of these different fictional characters, creatures, etc and i had all of these names, labels and pronouns, but even though i identified with all of these, i felt so empty ? nothing truly felt like me and thats probably why i hoarded all of these random, silly things that in real life youd probably get weird looks about it. i was really hoping something would just click with me but most of it didnt really. but it felt weird not to hoard them at the same time because all of those were the only things that i thought set me apart from people and gave me a personality, made me a person, an individual, made me someone (someone interesting, too) because i tried fitting in so hard with the rest of the people from the communities i was in that i didnt know who i really was as a person which i feel like is concerning because it went on since i was like 11-12 ? but anyways im really happy to have found myself
theres so much ive learnt and so much that has changed about me that its really hard to put all of it into this tiny box on this site but again, id adore questions because id love to talk about it.