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Anonymous Coward · 4mo

Ive been afraid of Spoken for a long time. Openly speaking against her is a way to find her obsessive and volatile backlash, And I'm afraid of what she'll say if I approach publicly too, But Kirby made a document last night and it deserves a read. I'm questioning a lot and I'm feeling a little more than sick inside.
https://retrospring.net/@kirbybunnz/a/112579450233416471

Damn, it's crazy that you came here with this thing that doesn't affect me in the slightest! I barely speak with Spoken as it is, and as far as Kirby goes, I have nothing nice or even civil to say to that contemptuous little creature. Further beyond that, I have been asked so many times to "read this doc" "read that doc" that I honestly can't be bothered to give a shit. The fact that you come to my Retrospring with this, while being anonymous, instead of sliding into my DMs (which are always open) just makes it look worse for you, because I have openly stated several times that I want nothing to do with any of this bullshit anymore.

I do not care about Kirby and his problems. He has done long lasting damage to my mental state. Hearing a voice that even sounds like his is enough to make me have a panic attack in public, and it has kept happening for the past year-plus.

Kirby has done such damage to my already damaged mental state, that it wouldn't be an understatement for me to say that he was the last person on the planet that I went out of my way to be friends with, and I count that as a mistake. Thinking about him makes me uncomfortable and scared for my well-being. He actively has lied, stalked my friends, tried to paint every one of us as every kind of evil he possibly could, and now he wants to put up a document, try and pretend that he didn't admit to sending people to spy on us?

Like, what the fuck do you want me to say? "Oh, it's fine, you only tried to spread rumors about me, got several people to unfollow me, and even tried to leak my mental health problems to others in the hope that they would leave me, knowing that I deal with abandonment issues.

Fuck him. Fuck him and everyone he has ever loved. I want nothing to do with him, I don't care if he is or isn't doing these things anymore. It stopped mattering to me a long time ago whether or not he was or wasn't, because I already saw what kind of person Kirby is, and the only thing I know is, if I never have to speak to Kirby Boone again in my life, it will be too soon.

Now, please, keep him out of my inbox; none of this has been me being overdramatic, or trying to gain sympathy. Bunni, as well as others, have heard me begin hyperventilating just from extended conversations about Kirby. I cannot stress this enough — PLEASE, leave him out of my life, and my inboxes. He means nothing to me anymore, and even if he did, I have reached a point where consolidation is no longer possible, as even hearing voices that are like his make me freak the fuck out nowadays.

Keep him away from me, and keep his activities to yourself. It's none of my business, and I really couldn't give a shit less about somebody that doesn't even know me well enough to know that my DMs was a better place for this than any of this foolishness.

If you genuinely are that afraid, my DMs are open, don't do this stupid shit again.

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