"Straight shooter" Just so I know where they stand and I know who they are. I don't find the chase thrilling anymore. I'm over it.

What happen after the chase anyway? Nothing. It's still the same person. Being left out in the cold isn't fun at all. But I suppose that isn't always part of it though it was for me. Right when I needed someone there the most. Now the old me is gone, I move on and am fine without others. Even though it can be nice. I feel like my old self didn't stand a chance to live. What's the point in chasing what may or may not happen or even be actually true. That's why a strong sense of integrity is important to me and I will build it within me. My only home is me.