Hello, sweet-creature. I’m back because I want to see your answer (and also to check up on you, sorry I can’t help but worry about you). Oh... it must be hard for you. Here, let me send you a hug and pat-pat. My dear, you’re not alone, remember, you’ve made it this far. I’m guessing your journey up to this point hasn’t been pretty, and there are days you’ve failed miserably, but it’s ok to give yourself a rest. I'm proud of you. So don’t be hard on yourself, pretty. Everything's gonna be okay. –K