I used to label myself as a bad guy since I have a gray morality and twisted perspective to see things. It’s easier to say ‘I’m not a good person’ rather than the opposite because with saying this I can put other people expectations over me as low as I can. However it helped me making peace with my imperfect side, although I always try to do good and right thing despite my morality. Then I remember when few people start to say that I’m a good person, that I’ve been good to them, I feel like… nothing can empower that word inside my head. Being see and recognized as good is giving me the greatest feeling.