“Ex” terf crypto dude: If you have truly changed as a person, then you should know that nobody owes you forgiveness. Nobody owes you a second chance. You absolutely should be held accountable for your past actions instead of hiding from them. That’s part of what people mean by “doing the work”. It’s not easy and it’s not meant to make you feel good. You complained an awful lot about not wanting to be held accountable for your actions just because your new friends weren’t directly affected. That doesn’t show growth or change. You need to be willing to take full accountability. Accountability doesn’t have an expiration date.