Anonymous Coward · 4mo
Congrats on 10K! I haven't been on the vorish side of Twitter for a while, but every time I find myself crawling back, I find myself being led straight to you. Then again, given how you can turn my knees to mush with so much as a single tweet, it's hardly a surprise. And even though you've probably heard it a million times, I love what you do, and you're at the very top of my pred crush list. In a strange way, reading your teases makes my day... but of course, it's only natural that a hopeless prey like me would think that. What I wouldn't give to spend my last moments in that gut (or sack,,,) serving something so great, knowing that the ramifications of my misguided lust are eternal...
But that's enough gushing! Gotta stop myself now before I write a whole essay, haha. It's pretty clear that you're known for your teasy pred persona, and your love for it shows. But I also imagine there's a kind of an expectation when you're being Clint, not to mention all the attention you get that isn't with the best of intentions. I'm sure a pred of your caliber appreciates having a line a mile long of preys willing to wholly surrender themselves to you, but do you ever miss having a smaller presence and just being able to experiment and enjoy what you want without all the noise? How do you deal with the parasociality of so many preys that want to be just another meal, and how do you face the challenge of finding the genuine among those whose relationship with you is only maw-deep?
If you end up reading all of this, thank you! The way you've taken the time to answer so many other questions has earned my respect, in a way beyond any of my preyish obsessions. For what it's worth, I'd get in that mile-long line without a second thought, and I can't wait to see how you'll manage to bring my preyish self to my knees next. :3
This was a very sweet message, thank you. <3
That second paragraph is relevant now more than ever. I've been feeling burnt out. I've been recovering from a spine injury, some other rough things have happened too. I really indulged myself earlier in the year with everything I was doing with Revel and Buddy.
I've noticed people can fixate on me, whether positive or negative. Having this many followers is a lot of attention, but after I really let loose, a large number of people became very fixated on me in a way that felt overstimulating and it left me feeling numb. I could really feel it, from a lot of angles. All of that combined has resulted in me taking a little step back from things. I need to let some things heal, and I feel like I'm almost letting other people "cool down" in the wake of how intensely I did things.
I do miss having a smaller presence, but I also love having a large presence. I can't really enjoy the things I do about having a large presence right now. With a smaller presence, I enjoyed exploring things, discovering what I found hot directly with someone, filling the "pursuer" role. Now, I get many messages from people telling me how hot I am and what they want me to do to them, but it feels like there isn't much for me to do. I enjoy the hunt and feeling the hunger, smelling blood in the water. If it's all there in front of me and they're already there for the taking, that can be fun, but if you expand that into being hundreds of people constantly, I just glaze over. It's absolutely a first world boohoo bullshit problem to have, but I'm genuinely needing a step back to just sensitize myself to vore/kink stuff again. My sex drive has been non existent over the last month or so!
Regarding talking to people, I'm taking a lighter approach than I did before. I'll chat with whoever, but if things die off or they're being uncomfortable, then I don't bother putting in any effort. If people just want horny shit then I won't bother engaging unless I want horny shit.
