Just to live more comfortably, pretty much. I like my apartment, I wish I could pick it up and put it somewhere else. I'd like to live someplace where I don't have to choose between a job where my hours are being cut all the time until I'm not working at all--making it so that I'll end up having to move to a place more like my old building, where everything is bullshit constantly--and a job at a casino where I'm making more and getting tips occasionally, but a drunk dude dares his friend to grab my tit, or a guy puts his hand down my underwear and supervisors don't care. Like a place where no one I have to work with the whole time does shit like make a Halloween mix for a VIP players Halloween party with "Sweet Transvestite" on it, specifically so they can do a joke where they look at me and say, "I thought this would be your jam." Just to have an OK place to be alive. Not a hidey hole to go into where it's ok until you have to leave, but like an actual place where it's generally just okay. But I'm not sure that exists. I'd also like to have some pet mantises, but that's a lot lower on the list.