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Burning emotions vs trapped ones... exactly them
I also like the idea of Big Daddy as Victor's bio dad. Him joining the mafia as a low ranker just to get a better idea, interacting with him directly. Though the overall feel I want is that Victor's father has a well known face in the area, causing resentment between him and his mother since his face makes it known who his father is. Thinking his father lied to his mother, spawning her obsession with lies that she taught to him. She cared for him on some level, but her negative emotions won over so she left him. Victor in that bonds event had a question about forgetting being more painful... he must think she forgot about him. Though I also think her leaving him with his uncle (presumably her brother) meant she considered coming back for him, but that ended up being a lie. Victor doesn't and will never know, a fact that will agonize him. The overall vibe of Victor as a bastard child because "of course nobody can love Victor Grantz when he himself wasn't born out of love" As a secret seeker I'd like him to find his parents and watch them from afar. I wonder if they moved on which would further fuel his angst
I also like strong Victor... Though I like stronger Andrew. Overall I like stronger bottoms (^w^). Andrew has more strength than Victor but lets and wants Victor to push him down. I won't go any further on this thread for now...
Yes, he listens to their heartbeats as they die and when they are gone its implied he eats them. Whether its stuffing it into his empty chest cavity or eating it with his mouth... I let the reader decide what they like more. Real Victor is the same with letters. I want him to kiss the letters he gets to feel something (or he can eat them lol)
I remembered I had another theory, and it's the possivility of Victor being from a big family, having many siblings, and probably being the youngest. Families used to send their kids to whealthier familiars because they didn't have enough to feed all the children (sometimes also sell them).
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But I also think, a mother who is neurotical about lies, and probably seeing his husband in his child, ending up with her abandoning him to start over... It's very likely... Victor probably went to a different city with his uncle. He seems like the type that would look for his mother...even if he knows the truth...
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Ahaha don't worry, this page will explode next year so anything you say will be lost in the matrix(?)
I think andrew is reasonable strong, but I don't know why people usually think short and slim means someone must be weak...Naib exist
Andrew letting himself being pushed down more because of a psychological factor, and not because he can't push over himself. I'm sorry I make him so short tho...from time to time I switch their heights... When it comes to other ships with andrew, i have this terrible fixation with him being scarily dominant and strong, stemming from hate, positioning himself over the other using their body height and weight to his advantage....I don't know why i dont do that with vicdrew...maybe i was forced out of that by bad fndm experiences............................ I really can't explain my brain process but I think that's the main reason my vicdrew is so boring...
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That's really cool....i imagine it as him embracing the other person with his ear on the chest, eyes closed.......
Og victor smelling the letters to try and make himself a mental image, he wants to know if there's more of the other person on the letter besides the words
