1. Seungkwan/Seungcheol - I love them both so much, neither is technically above the other, but I love them in very different ways. Specifically, Seungkwan is my baby, my darling, and my little avatar to remind myself that I should be less hard on myself. Seungcheol, however, is the Leo man created by God to torment and humble me.

2. Jeonghan - If Seungkwan is my little avatar to remind myself that I should be less hard on myself, Jeonghan is my little avatar to remind myself not to fear vulnerabilities and be more direct and my walking/talking impulse to care for everyone around me.

3. Vernon - My neurodivergent bisexual disaster baby that I enjoy so much and that I have chosen to adore Seungkwan.

4 - 8. Wonu, Mingyu, Deekay, Hao, and Hoshi - ROUGHLY in that order but subject to change. In each of their cases, I deeply adore some parts of their personality (Wonu's princess babygirlisms, Gyu being rich, famous, handsome and a loser who loves being teased and begs to hold hands all the time, Deekay being furious with how attracted he is to Gyu and also almost too sensitive to live, Hao for being the sole convincing Dom in ALL OF SVT and very thoughtful, and Hoshi for being such a paragon of self-love and openness that I'm forced to remind myself that his methods yields amazing results) and they are the main key points in some ships I enjoy. But ulimately they do not get the bulk of my limited attention.

8 - 12. Shua, Jun, Woozi, Dino - presented in age order. I love all of these boys, and would fight anyone who argued they weren't extraordinary, they are just, for one reason or another, including limited attention, a little difficult for me to get a hold of who they are, how they tick, but I delight in them and Woozi and Jun in particular were so magnetic when I saw them live (Dino was sick so tbd on him).