Secret Friend · 7d
I joined late but one thing I often turn around in my brain is what types of walls Seungcheol kept up in the melona room (all the kissing and fighting aside) to avoid getting attached to someone and them leaving
Everything I know about the reality of the melona room for SC is so heart clenching. Like that he was going to be a maknae in another group, that he was not originally intended to be the leader, that he endured a lot of comings and goings and that it lasted SO long that surely he HAD to feel like actually debuting was a truly hopeless dream. I get so upset about it that I immediately default to "L O L HE WAS JUST A HOLY GAY TERROR" because otherwise I'll cry and try to fight PL3DI$.
