hey it's me again the same anon who ranted about views. not to be dramatic but i kinda teared up reading your reply lol thank you for replying to me anyway even if my whole rant was nonsensical i honestly thought you wouldn't because one of the reasons i didn't tweet it on main was because i was afraid it might start a discourse and it's something we dont need rn esp in the midst of psj1. ultimately i was just really embarrassed to be feeling salty about something i never thought of before lol. but you're right. i didn't think about how different the fandom's situation is from before. i only mentioned the hexagon thing bc it's what appeared on my yt page but i also felt the same way about ootb and pilmo prior to all this. i thought hey these releasesdl deserve so much hype. and you know honestly after listening to 30 and seeing how well received it was all i could feel was proud. of sj and of the fandom also. like wow we all waited for this. sj too. and here we all are back and enjoying his comeback. seeing the results of sj's hardowrk also really made me think again. not only was i proud and emotional of sj's growth but somehow im also proud of mydays because i thought oh everyone coming back might mean we're all also doing better than we did a few years ago? haha big stretch and i know im still nonsensical but anyway thanks :)