I'm so sorry it took 2 weeks for me to reply :/ i kinda forgot all about the fic ahdshfs but let me try:

Creative: free space! share something you've been dying to share about your writing! Could be an OC that never gets the limelight, a moment you were proud of, or anything else you'd like to share

I feel like it might be reduntant to talk about this, but it was important to me to write from Chris's perspective cuz I wanted to explore the journey of hypocrisy that he has to go through and the story would be entirely different if I had written Felix's pov. like i could write the same scenes but they'd appear completely different. Even what they say would change, based on what Chris omits and what Felix would want to hear and what he connects it to. Mostly, Chris desire would be much more obvious and his back and forth between acting on it and supressing it much more harrowing. The theme of religion would also be much stronger, like I really only allude to it cuz Chris feels so much Guilt, but Felix goes to church quite often and prays every night and before meals and all that christian nonsense of needing to be Good really influences his character since that's how he coped with the loss. she would also appear more visually in photos and memories. If i had the energy and the passion for skz still, i would have fun writing the entire thing from Felix's perspective.. write more about minho too... and what he's doing to jisung :) cuz he's getting that middle-aged hole <3