yes. definitely. and it took more than a year to deal with it, and probably will take more years to genuinely get over it. it was ghastly. during the first two months i kinda isolated myself from everyone else, not really opening up to anyone, really... and then i went (and still go) to therapy almost every week for emotions control & more.. it's not easy but thankfully, with the help of my loving friends, it gets easier with time. if you're dealing with it too, i hope you can heal and experience the best things in life only.. please do knock my dm if you wanna have someone to lean on, i'll try my best to be there for you. 🤍