It ain't much, but it's an honest day's work.

And I assure you anon, there are deffo 3-5 of us out there in the fandom. Like, we're small but locked tf in.

But seriously, the overall 2binz drought, despite some of the really crazy things they've said/done about each other feels sooooooo unfair. Like, is it because they're both a part of other, really popular ships? Is it because fannonically, both tend to skew as being written in tops in fanwork? Is it because god, despite loving me in all his infinite wisdom, knows that I am deeply flawed and must punish me?

Uncertain.

But I'd love to read more 2binz (and write more too). I really, really think that they Do Something For Each Other no one else can, and it would be sooooooo interesting to see that play out in fic more. Or just have more fic about gyuvin's massive hog ruining Hanbin. You know? I'm not picky.

It totally depends!! I do have some 3-4k oneshots that I've hammered out at a coffee shop. BUT, over the past year my life and how I spend my time has changed. Less time alone, more time caregiving etc. So it feels more likely that anything I eke out is like 500 word chunks at a time.

And like, I wouldn't say I've put out anything resembling long fic in ages. Maybe my gyurick fic that cracked 25k but that's more medium fic. My overall wc has gotten shorter. That's ok though bc for about an 18 month span in 2021-2022 I really didn't write.

Usually I write semi chronologically. But these days it really feels like putting on multiple coats of paint. Like a good base coat hitting the notes and then I'll reread and add more stuff throughout.

And I don't thoroughly outline. Like tonight where I can't really sleep but can't really write either cause it's 2 am, i put down some messy notes app ideas. That's it. We will see if it becomes anything.

And thanks for the ask about process it is kinda cool to talk abt

Unfair of me to sit on this for two months until after the dynamic shifted but.....

It's definitely two very freaky people that are actually 2% different so they can't quite match each other's freak but they appreciate it. Like Mr sleeps with his eyes open vs trombone soloist. Mr. Ankles behind his ears vs supergooner 9000.

Actually slut vs gooner is a pretty good and horny angle for these two....

I really like the idea of Tag realizing that either/or he's really lonely without jay / with jay Mia these days he's the only one not fucking yedam and like....he doesn't wanna be left out.

And when I'm not jetlagged and can write again, I'd like to write tagdam and it's tag fucking jongwoos cum out of yedams ass. I would like that a lot and would then share it with my friends.

Ohhhhhh golly

1. Would be the 2binz dystopian au I have cooking. It's like a boy and his dog / madmax vibes. Gyuvin is a genetically modified (see: his dick has a knot in a world where that is atypical) deral boy who has been raised by his controlling/ mothering dog eumpappa with whom he has a telekinetic bond.

Gyuvin attacks a warlord or "villainous guy" because he can smell a "girl" in the villians stronghold. It's Hanbin who has 1. A genetically modified boypussy that's designed for dogboy dick 2. A tattoo on his arm that leads to the genre typical post apocalypse promised land.

Together the 3 of them go on a journey to find said promised land. Their relationship transforms from transactional sex to weird "made for each other--literally" infatuation to genuine love.

The whole time hanbin is trying to actively avoid getting knocked up. Meanwhile gyuvin doesn't even realize that's a possibility (hanbin is a boy after all) until they run into a heavily/proudly pregnant taerae (Matthew in tow)

Together (eventually like most of the group baring a "why is hoseok da bus driver situation) they beat The Villian and find the post apocalyptic promised land.

I'm hoping maybe during the winter time slow down of work and life i can write it