Omg 🥺, you are so sweet!! Thank you so so much for all your kind words and I'm really happy you enjoy my new jeyh00n so much! This is the second time someone told me to make Jey the bottom and Im planning on doing so since you guys ask for it so much! I was actually unsure of who will fit as a bottom more and after seeing you guys request Jay, it made more sense.

I see your vision though! And this actually helps me quite a lot with the relationship dynamic for them in the future so thank youu!

And please don't be afraid to yap. You can say as much as this comment box lets you and I'll read all of it! I'm a yapper too (as you can tell) so all is welcome!

Hi!! Thank you for reaching out.

When I made the story, I really wanted Heeseung's split personalities to be the main focus of the story which was why the story had to do with a violent man and the sweetest boy. When I wrote Chapter 3, I originally wrote "and then I was diagnosed with some type of mental illness that gave split personalities..." But I didn't like how vague it was.

I tried searching all on Google "what mental illness gives you split personalities" and all that came up was DID (which I know about. I don't have it but friends who do actually educated me on it), but it felt off. I actually had more of a Bipolar type of illness in my head when making the story but I wasn't too educated and couldn't tell the difference. So I googled BPD and I did as much research as I could. I ended up sticking with BPD but made it to where the behaviors and Moods show as personalities of two different people (in one body) for easy recognition than one boy, two different moods, on different tome of days when Extreme highs and lows happen. I hope that made sense!

I just had a vision of heeseung having a violent side of him in heeseung and a softer side of him in Evan but could only find BPD as fit for the role but trying to keep the Split personality part of it.

I think I'm gonna keep this one as a drabble!! However, I can tell you what happens next.

Riki of course has temporary amnesia because instead of the surgery getting rid of the feeling to love (like most stories), it got rid of any memory of that person. Of course since it's only temporary it could either be Jake telling Riki everything, taking him places they used to go, or Riki gains his memories back randomly at some point in the future.
Riki has some displeasure around Jake when the memories come back however no Hanahaki. Jungwon and Riki both end up getting together after Jungwon spends more time with Riki during recovery. Jungwon confesses. And yeah, happy ending!!

Hi Fae (I believe this is you, you're the only one who uses that symbol), I am so happy to hear you enjoy my writings, especially coming from someone who absolutely loves your stories and reads every single one of them on AO3.

To answer your question, all ships are my favorite to write, but it's when It comes down to smut is when I prefer to leave out the ones involving R!k! .

I would love to write a bttm N!k! Story at some point since there's a few on my Twitter whom are interested in that, but lots of other people are very protective over N!k! And I'm not trying to be called a p3do. Maybe if I up his age in the story it'll be okay but for now, all ships unless it's smut!!