ok!! Ill be stepping back from this website for a while as well.

I've talked to my counselor and a few other friends about how i'm handling the situation, and they say i'm doing it right. the people who are instigating and re-bringing shit up, you're in the wrong. I'm doing what unicro wants me to do and staying off Twitter, The person I platonically 'married' and I are talking like normal again, I don't know what's happening with the two I shipped together, but we aren't talking, I'm avoiding them, I'm trying to let everyone heal. I am in the right. I'm doing the right thing. stop bringing shit up. let my victims heal. let ME heal. i'm going through too much to deal with anyy more people saying shit like "oh, you like children!!!" correction, I like TAKING CARE of children, I would never date one, that would be disgusting.
"you like noncon!!" correction + explanation, I DONT like noncon, I grew up in terrible servers like UwU, where I was sent things that an 11 year old shouldn't have been seeing, and I was influenced to think that the way broomer kissed micro in that fic was ok, so I have a hard time identifying when something is noncon!!
"you're a freak/your friends are freaks for supporting you even after what you did!!" ok? block and move on, its not fucking hurting you. my friends aren't talking to you. they don't support what I did, and they know everyone makes fucking mistakes. they know how much the guilt of what I did has been EATING AWAY AT ME, the nights I spend up, thinking about how I wish I didn't do it, how I wish everything could fucking go back to normal.
"you like eee smut!" correction, GHOST MADE THAT SMUT WITHOUT ME ASKING FOR IT. I HAVE BEEN BEING HARRASSED BY HER FOR OVER 3 MONTHS. SHE WILL NOT LEAVE ME ALONE. SHE WAS CONSTANTLY STALKING ME, JOINING EVERY SERVER SHE THOUGHT ME TO BE IN. CALLING ME PET NAMES THAT I HAVE NEVER BEEN COMFORTABLE WITH, AND HAVE TOLD HER THAT I DONT LIKE. I HATE HATE HATE SMUT, I HATE GHOST, PLEASE NEVER ASSOCIATE ME WITH HER EVER AGAIN. I DELETED THAT ACCUSATION SO FAST, BECAUSE HOW DENSE DO YOU HAVE TO FUCKING BE TO SEE THAT I WAS THE ONE BEING HURT BY HER.

so! to summarize, I will be stepping down from this platform for a considerable amount of time!! I'm not a pedo, I'm listening to my victims, I am doing the right thing, and I don't condone the smut ghost made!

Go ahead and ask whatever other questions you have, and I will answer them when I get back ^_^ Any asks that bring this shit up (without reason other than to call me a freak) again will be deleted and not answered, unless I feel the need to truly answer it.

Have a good time zone!