er.. lots of things, probably. i have to prioritize commissions and the quality of them a lot of time so i mostly make personal art in-between that. it ends up usually being very purposeful and specific what i decide to draw for myself, an itch that needs to be scratched, representative of how i feel within that timeframe. this is to say, drawing ideas can "time out" if i no longer feel inclined to depict them anymore.

i can imagine a really specific idea in my head for multiple days, that i will intend to make, and i can either do it or i will not do it because i forget or would rather make something else/find it no longer applicable. i think i've been lately actually, really been wanting to draw more ship art, personal headcanons, intense lesbian art.. hah, just like, sex art i can more emotionally relate to as well. things i can.. get excited about. i can easily get depressed over art. i also don't like writing down personal drawing ideas cuz .. i have a problem/neuroticism with lists, where, it'll feel like a forceful command, and then i will only want to complete anything written as obligation. so i try to keep lists to chores and responsibilities rather than anything recreational.